Booby Smooth

Tue, 08 Jun 2004 04:15:16 GMT

I felt obligated to show how beautiful she is.

Mon, 24 May 2004 01:23:11 GMT

i am pretty sure i have mono and now my spleen is starting to blow up all big i think cause my left side is starting to hurt. shit i am going to bed.

Mon, 24 May 2004 01:22:02 GMT

i couldn't take it anymore.

FUCK EMO.

Sun, 23 May 2004 20:59:41 GMT

THIS WAY UP
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emosxekid has fragile contents which may break!

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Sun, 23 May 2004 13:47:23 GMT

slept for 13 hours still feel like shit.

yeaah thats gay.

Sat, 22 May 2004 23:22:04 GMT

Event 22 Boys 3200 Meter Run
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Name Year School Finals Points
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1 703 KC Stemen 10 Ashville Tea 10:19.25 10
2 413 Aaron Adcock 11 Heath 10:21.19 8
3 616 Steven Boedicker 11 Powell Olent 10:21.52 6
4 305 T. J. Badetscher 9 Caledonia Ri 10:21.56 5
5 219 James Castrillo 10 Col. Bish. H 10:22.62 4
6 605 Aaron Wibberley 11 Powell Olent 10:49.82 3
7 338 James Balch 10 Col. Bexley 10:58.16 2
8 856 Mike Hinterschied 12 Granville 11:04.41 1

grr i really hate being sick. oh i also hate leading the race and then getting outkicked by 4 people in the last 200m of the race. oh well i guess i helped out my team enough. because we were District Champions which is super kick ass. we only won by 1.5 points which is crazy. The team Teays Valley was ahead of us by 2 points going into the final event of the day. and Jason was anchor on the 4x400 and he outkicked this kid in the last 2 steps of the race from Teays Valley. that was also super kick ass.

oh by the way this also pissed me off. times from the other section of my district race.

Event 22 Boys 3200 Meter Run
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Name Year School Finals Points
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1 558 Jared French 12 Sparta Highl 10:15.37 10
2 608 Cameron Johnson 9 Mt. Gilead 10:22.51 8
3 959 Jeff Irwin 12 Canal Winche 10:40.76 6
4 418 David Bowman 10 Sunbury Big 10:41.43 5
5 619 Pietro Signoracci 12 Col. St. Fra 10:46.47 4
6 931 Mike Netti 9 Pl. City Jon 10:46.67 3
7 602 Brendan Mulloy 12 Col. St. Fra 11:04.68 2
8 606 Eric Ortiz 11 Mt. Gilead 11:13.69 1

so basically i could have gotten 2nd place pretty easy in that race. grr i really think that i have mono or something. my glands at the back of my jaw are really really swollen. and i have had a headache most of the day. i have swollen eyelids which is also a symptom. oh and all these red lines along the back of my throat grrrness to the max. i want to be better...NOW!!

oh yea one more thing
Men - Team Rankings - 17 Events Scored
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1) Col. Bish. Hartley 96 2) Ashville Teays Valley 94.50
3) New Albany 89 4) Col. Eastmoor Academy. 65
5) Caledonia River Valley 47 6) Newark Licking Valley 41
7) London 39 8) Col. Bexley 36
9) Powell Olentangy Liberty 33 9) Granville 33
11) Heath 32 12) Pataskala Licking Hts. 22
13) Carroll Bloom-Carroll 21.50 14) Col. Beechcroft 8

Sat, 22 May 2004 03:40:50 GMT

yes i am royally fucked right now.

i came home at 11:13. and thats 13 mins past curfew. what the fuck is wrong with me. when it was just my mom here the past few weeks. all i said was i am going to hang out with Alise back in awhile. i didnt get home till 12. my mom was totally cool with that. when i go out tonight i have to politely ask for the car. i have to say where i am going. i must be back at specific time. i am not allowed to drive anyone in my car. which of course by my stupidity i mentioned. and resulted in me getting in more trouble.

i wasn't trying to hurt anyone. but now i gotta be home at 10 next time i get home so i can learn to be more responsible.

*makes angry face*

The good times are killing me

Fri, 21 May 2004 10:48:26 GMT

i hate getting sick. so i am beating off from me with a stick. fuck being sick GO AWAY!!!

Wed, 19 May 2004 15:43:34 GMT

so i almost died yesterdy. spun a 360 in the car from taking turn way too fast in the rain. the funny part is i wasn't even phased by it because i was so scared of my mom finding out that i was gone when i wasn't supposed to be.........I am a fuck up.

Wed, 19 May 2004 01:47:11 GMT

You are worth exactly: $1,987,260.00.

www.humanforsale.com

Tue, 18 May 2004 11:09:01 GMT

yesterday was a damn good day. even though it took me much longer then it probably should have i finished my english paper. and i think it is very well written. also yesterday i drove home with Greg after the most killer workout of my life. We turned up the subwoofer and switched it over to the Classical station. it was then that crazy hillarious dancing began to the "Graduation Song" which was bumping more then i am sure it has ever been before. oh good times. i talked to caity yesterday......even though it was only through LJ i havent talked to her in forever which is cool.

Bright Eyes-Center of the World is a really really good song in case you haven't heard it yet. this isn't happening happening happening happening, IT IS!

ok farewell off to school.

Mon, 17 May 2004 22:51:13 GMT

hey i thought i'd make a quick little note. sorry to all of you my friends who i have been slightly distant to lately. i think i have been doing this partly because of Alise. I got the feeling some of you would give you some negative feedback regarding me and her and thus i have become distant. i guess i partialy regret this as of now. Its just that sometime i can be easily persuaded by my friends opinions. i know this is very true about my personality. so once again forgive me for being distant. and sorry if i caused you any harm. i was just slightly worried. oh and by the way Alise and I are doing lovely. thanks.
-Jamesy

A personal Essay

Mon, 17 May 2004 00:26:54 GMT

to prevent myself from ever sounding like an asshole and music elitest i will now slap myself very very hard. *slaps self* !!SMACK!! alright so we all know there is some music i don't like too much. alright well i don't really ever wish to sound like one of these. i guess i get mad sometimes just like any normal human beings do. i just don't think its nice to diss other peoples music. i mean i'd get pissed if i heard Piebald, Brandston, The Books, Blood Brothers, etc sucked. so even though i may personally think the music you listen to is personally crap. i am probably not going to say it. soo horray for me and being nice.

another subject i need to talk about is EMO. ok here is the deal kids. i don't like emo. i hate emo. emo is not good. emo=bad...very bad. Its probably more cause i am not too fond of giving a music a distinct title. so if you ask me whats a band sound like i usually just don't have much to say. i like bands which are unique. so if you ask me whats a band like that i like you will probably hear "it's awesome". there simple as that. its how i think.

now i know some of you may be thinking this. Hey james you hypocritical bastard you're Livejournal name is Emosxekid. well here is the deal. when i chose this username nearly 9 months ago, i had a friend by the name of dick smith. keep in mind i am still friends with the kid. after hanging out and talking with dick he let me in on this big academy inside joke thing with emo. basically cause people misconceive a lot of the music which they listen to and call them "emokids". dick even had a AIM name called emokid488. it was a good time. so i am sorry if people ever misconceive my name. ok good? i think we are all on the same page now. thanks a lot.

Sun, 16 May 2004 18:32:38 GMT

now you know that my new icon is the sex. hehehehe

ahhh

Sun, 16 May 2004 04:45:53 GMT

very easily i can say this about today.

1) best running i have ever done...in horrible weather none the less.
1 mile=4:46 2 mile=10:07
2) best time i have spent with a member of the opposite sex. ( i am still wearing your shirt.)
3)sense of accomplishment and happiness that i haven't felt in while.
4) doing what i have always wanted to do at Easton (sitting at the square and just enjoying the night air and watching the fountains with a female companion (Alise).
5) *I'll never tell thats for my brain* hahah yes i will be that gay so no one will know. hehehehe

Great fucking day. greatest day

Sat, 15 May 2004 02:46:09 GMT

recap of the day.

Tons of people being nice to me.
Happy Birthday sung to me in English.
My sister sent me all these balloons at school.
Erin drew me a big gay card with a rainbow on it.....out of crayon. and her mom Spilled coffee all over it so it smelled like cofffee.
Went and visited Alise which pretty much made my day.
Mom bought me Modest Mouse and Blood Brothers cd.
we went to dinner.
i ran all through Easton in full skimpy track gear.
went up on a stage at easton and had at least 200 people sing happy birthday.
go to see max,ryan,logan,nathan,steven, and other characters dance like crazy.

i'd say thats a pretty good birthday.

Fri, 14 May 2004 10:54:58 GMT

Happy 17th Birthday to me!!!!! yea i definantly forgot it was my birthday the 1st half an hour i was up this morning. oh jamesy.

Thu, 13 May 2004 10:51:26 GMT

God bless the daylight, the sugary smell of springtime
remembering when you were mine in a still suburban town

When every Thursday, I'd brave those mountain passes
and you'd skip your early classes and we'd learn how our bodies worked

We looked like giants in the back of my grey subcompact
fumbling to make contact as the others slept inside
and together there in a shroud of frost, the mountain air
began to pass through every pane of weathered glass
and I held you closer than anyone would ever get

Wed, 12 May 2004 10:47:36 GMT

i am not to down with a lot people having this mentality that any band which is not played on the radio is a really good band, awesome, etc. it totally fucks up people. plus everyone who tells me "james is so stuck up he doesnt like bands on the radio at all." this is not the case at all. *cough* postal service *cough* modest mouse *cough* coheed *cough* blood brothers*cough* i have heard all those bands on the radio before thank you very much.

i am hoping that today is a good day for me. its the day before CCLs so that means practice is about 15 mins long. horray. then i hope to rush home and hang out with alise for a large portion of my afternoon. i am surprised i am not stressed out about all my projects. i dont really care that much. i will do them all on one day on a sunday thank oyu very much. thats all.
in true Half Baked fashion. Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, You're cool, Fuck you. i am out.

Wed, 12 May 2004 02:00:34 GMT

ahhhhhhhh fuck fuck fuck. i lose

Tue, 11 May 2004 23:24:42 GMT

waiting, waiting, and more waiting.

with every passing moment you're on my mind more and more. i can't wait till the day we meet again.

.....i am waiting

quiz of boredom

Tue, 11 May 2004 22:47:42 GMT

[ Yourself ]
Full name: James Emilio Castrillo
Do you like it?: i think its rather unique
Nicknames: Jamesy, Penis
Age: 17....in 3 days
Birthday: may 14
Location: my house
Status: single
Hair color: i'd say brown with these strange natural blonde highlights
Eye color: straight up brown
Height: 5"6"-5"7....its debatable
Birthplace: westerville, oh
Shoe size: 9-9 1/2

[ Family ]
Parents: Antonio and Lesa
Siblings: T.J. and Christina
Live with: mom and dad and brother at the moment
Favorite relative: grandfather castrillo

[ Favorites ]
Number: 4
Color: green
Day: saturday
Song:
Movie: Requiem for a dream, Donnie Darko, Boondock saints, Fight Club, 5th Element
Food:
Bands: i could go on for hours but how bout i name a few. Atreyu, Modest Mouse, Bright Eyes, The Good Life, !!!, Coheed and Cambria, Funeral for a friend, could go on for a long time....
Season: summer!
Sports: Track, indoor track, Cross Country, off season running........pretty much running
Class:
Teacher: vandermolen or richards
Drink: Orange Gatorade or IBC rootbeer
Radio Station:101.1 everything else isn't even worth it
State: Nebraska?

[ Love and Relationships ]
Do you have a bf/gf?: not at the moment
How long have you been with him/her?: well last one was a piece of crap
Who was your first love?: ummm this is debatable.
What do you honestly not like about them?: for the one she is now a dirty skank. for the other, she is a dirty skank and is still with the guy she left me for a year and a half ago.............did i mention i have horrible relationship problems.

[ The Past ]
What is the one thing you would change about your life: not be the youngest child...it sucks
What is the biggest mistake you've made in your life?: Not going to Gahanna Lincoln for high school
Last thing you heard: my mom said "james your going to have that boxed in feeling pretty soon"
Last thing you said:
Who is the last person you saw?: my mom
Who is the last person you kissed?: Alise *big smiles*
Who is the last person you fought with?: dwight coates and mary erny in my business class
What is the last song you heard?: The Good Life-Lovers need lawyers

[ The Present ]
What are you wearing?: hartley XC shirt and red shorts
What are you doing?: taking a quiz
Who are you talking to?: lauren hanna
What song are you listening to?: my mom vacuming
Where are you?: at the computer
Who are you with?: umm mom isnt to far away vacuming
Are you online?: yes
How are you feeling?: wishing very much to see and talk to someone and i am hungry

[ Future ]
What day is it tomorrow?: wednesday
What are you going to do after this?: eat and watch boondock saints
Who are you going to talk to?: probably my mom maybe lauren
Where are you going to go?: kitchen and my bedroom
How old will you be when you graduate?: 19
What do you wanna be?: uncertain to be honest
Where will you be in 25 years?: as long as i am happy i don't care what.

[ Have You Ever ]
Smoked?: sort of
Had sex?: not in the traditional sense. and i believe thats what you are asking.
Done anything illegal?: yea
Wanted to die?: probably but i was also probably overreacting
Hit someone?: yes

[ Other ]
Do you write in cursive or print?: print
Are you a lefty or a righty?: righty
What is your sexual preference?: the female gender
What piercings do you have?: none
Do you drive?: yes
Do you have glasses or braces?: nope but i used to have both

[ Physical Appearance ]
What do you most like about your body?: my running legs and hair color
And least?: probably my extremely tiny arms. but i think that only cause of a cultural thing.
How many fillings do you have?: uhh 1 maybe?
Do you look like any celebrities?: dont think so

[ Fashion ]
Do you wear a watch?: yes for running
How many coats and jackets do you own?: more jackets then coats
Favorite pants color?: dark blue
Most expensive item of clothing: umm wow at this point pretty much everything is purchased from the thrist store. maybe the suit i own
What kind of shoes do you wear?: running ones, skating ones, sandals
Describe your style in one word: Girl Pants

Tue, 11 May 2004 02:26:21 GMT

oh man crazy dancing with mike,lenny, and brian.

i can't wait for tomorrow afternoon.

Mon, 10 May 2004 10:33:16 GMT

i was up all night tossing and turning thinking about her.

Mon, 10 May 2004 02:04:20 GMT

This fire is out of control we're gonna burn this city...burn this city

i wish i was talented enough to describe in a beautiful way how perfectly wonderful my afternoon was being spent with Alise. but for now all i can say is that it pretty much fullfilled what i consider the perfect time spent with a female companion. We spent time swinging and laying under the tree and sitting on the park bench. Most of all layind under the tree. i can remember thinking in the past few months about how great it would be to do this with a girl. well it finally came to me in the form of Alise. although i have to be honest i have only known her for a short time. all i have seen is good. i really don't like it that i have heard from people that "alise is wierd or alise is dirty". none of these things concern me to be honest. i like the person alise is. all i can say is that to those of you who ever tried to tell me to stay away you were most surely mistaken. i'd write more but i can't. Thank you Alise.